ok it is quite long since i blog i know tat hehe sorry too "BUSY"/ lazy hehe k i shall now blog since many ppl keep asking me to update and blog... hmmmm actually i gt nth to say and dono wat to say bt i feel like saying this sry to some ppl bt de fact is STUDENT COUNSILLORS SUCKS!!!! I HATE BEING A COUNSILLOR OR EVEN A PREFECT... reason i am always de odd one out and de last to know things..... in de past when it was still called prefect yup i agree tat i dono de seniors well and i dont really talk to them bt i dono i just feel tat now it is change to counsillors bt i still feel de same even if de head and deputy are my classmates bt so we are just frens tat is why i am always being left out I AM PRACTICALLY BORED AND LONELY IN ALL ACTIVITIES RELATED TO STUDENT COUNSILLORS.... i have frens in thr bt so it is no use most of them have their best frens thr whreas i am onli their fren... i have being tolerating this lonely feeling bt i cant take it anymore i am a human and i have feelings sometime i really feel so lonely tat i dont feel like being a counsillor my best frens will always say who ask u to be a counsillor at first i tot no frens it is okay bt no i cant tolerate it is too boring and lonely thr....when u all need help u all will ask me help bt when thr is meetings no one will inform me of it so why why shld i put in 100% for u it is of no use at all.... I REALLY HATE PUTTING MY FAKE FACE THR SHOWING U I AM HAPPY YA RITE I AM "HAPPY" IN DE MEETINGS YA U THINK SO... de fact is NO! sry NO if u wan my real words all i can say is i am not happy thr just loneliness just feeling so lonely....LET ME TELL U......I RATHER GO OUT WIF MY BEST FRENS THEN GO FOR ALL DE STUPID MEETINGS!!! de teacher sucks too everytime last minute tell us to do this do tat like we are his slave F.u.c.k u la somemore last minute tell us then expect 100% from de expect de best from us shit u man! k enough of venting my anger and to say de truth this is de fact and true feeling from me and i cried while typing this bt sry i dont wan to hurt u all bt i just cant control my feelings anymore i have suffered in de prefectorial board bt i dont wan to suffer again in de counsillor board....i dont care if u all read it and spread through de whole board abt me saying bad things coz this is my real and true feelings so i cant be bothered anymore! anyway sorry for de long post dono why today i just have this feeling haiz bt nvm i am always known as de quiet lonely person in de board haiz k sorry abt this long post once again bt all i have to say is this for now and i gt update ar hehe and tmr sian need go sch for cip sort out books sian then sat stupid open hse need go for counsillors de funny thing is i dono wat i must do stupid man haiz and last week was de chalet bt i never go i onli visit on wed it was damn fun man hehe and it turn out to be 5days instead of 4days haiz sianz! and i was just saying de fact for this post and it is just my feelings hehe anyway long post and i think my blog going die and i dono when i am going to post already hehe